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Apr. 2nd, 2007 | 09:28 pm
music: first to never know - julie roberts
posted by: drinkinmelonely in quotes
and she hugs him goodbye like its nothing. while all she wants to do is hold on forever, but she lets go & smiles & walks away.
you start to think about how he makes you laugh…how you feel when you’re around him …. You realize that after all of this time, you care about him more than you thought you did.
people always ask, "do you still like him?" and honestly i dont really know, but theres just something about him i can't let go.
its funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye.
its funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
its funny how forever never seems to really last.
its funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past.
its funny how friends can just leave you when you're down.
its funny how when you need someone theyr'e never around.
its funny how people change and think they're so much better.
its funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter".
its funny how people forgive even though they can't forget.
its funny how one night can contain so much regret.
its funny how ironic life turns out to be
but the funniest part of all, none of thats funny to me.
I know I'm made of mistakes, disappointments, and failures...but i promise you theres a part of me that is actually worth keeping.
i cant stop thinking about him, and the truth is, i dont want to...because when i think about him, i'm happy.
he's just the kind of guy who cant get to sleep knowing i'm mad at him.
don't you ever just want to run away and see if anyone come looking for you?
you were my compass, leading me nowhere fast.
& there are something a girl just can't let go of no matter how hard she tries.
his finger traced "i love you" in the palm of my hand; and thats the only time my stomach ever hit the floor.
I wish you’d open your eyes and see that you mean everything to me.
& I find myself wondering if you still feel anything for me
I realized something just recently; its that it wont matter how much I care about you because nothing’s gonna change between us, so I guess that means I need to stop letting my feelings for you show and back away but just because im pretending to move on, doesn’t mean that I wont always be right here for you; I’ll always feel this way about you no matter what. It’s just I need to turn it down for a while.
i don't know where i stand with you. i don't know what i mean to you. all i know is that everytime i think of you, i think of how much i want to be with you.
you know, when it works, love its pretty amazing. Its not overrated. Theres a reason for all those song.
I must be crazy, I mean absolutely crazy to think that my best friend in the whole world would actually fall for me
I think the reason we hold onto something so tight is because we fear that something so great won't happen twice.
Sometimes it's easier to say you don't care then to explain why you do.
please dont break my heart, you're the one who finally put it back together again.
no camera could ever capture the look in her eyes and the feelings in her heart when she looked at him.
you have no idea what its like to be hours away from the only thing that makes you want to get up in the morning.
and its usually the small things that count. like when he stares at you from across the room, or when he holds you so tight when you hug him.
he was her best friend. the one who made her laugh when she didn't feel like smiling. the one who made her feel so secure when she was scared, you know...the one she fell in love with.
she's never been one to wait around. she's always dancing and running. but for some reason with him, shes patient. she'll wait, she'll wait for no one and nothing except him.
i've become content with this life i lead, where i drink to much and dont believe in much of anything...
its sad when people you know become people you knew. when you can walk right by someone like they were never a big part of your life. how you used to be able to talk for hours and now you cant even look at them. its sad how things change.
i just wont get mad anymore. i learn to expect the lowest from the people i think the highest of.
there's a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up it realizing that you dont need certian people and all of the bullshit they bring.
Sabotage. Everyone is capable of it, but some go about it more ruthlessly than others. Like the ones who crave vengeance or the ones who hunger for love or the ones who are determined to burn bridges. And then there are those who simply want something. Something that belongs to someone else.
theres a fine line between;;
lover & friend
reality & pretend
hello & goodbye
smile & cry
what you wanted & what you got
being together & not
she cant seem to realize that no matter how hard she tries to get rid of everything that reminds her of him, there will always be one more thing.